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ysar
Penname: ysar [Contact] Real name: ysar
Member Since: December 25, 2010
Membership status: Member
Bio:

 


~ I am prepared to meet anyone, but whether anyone is prepared for the great ordeal of meeting me is another matter ~


ABOUT ME:
I read. I write. I yell at people a lot. I rarely get enough sleep, and I survive primarily on caffeine and nicotine. I'm horribly anti-social and generally avoid people, but I make an exception for bloodofbeckie, whom I love like you wouldn't believe.


WHO I AM IN THE FANDOM:
I'm an admin at TWCS, where I host fanfic contests and run around looking for stories to feature.  I'm also an admin/beta/site designer atSparklyRedPen, a fantastic new beta service for the Twi-fandom.  And when I'm not sleeping, I'm running a little site I own, TwiFicCentral, a complete guide to what's going on in the Twific fandom.





 


Beta-reader: Yes
Gender: female
Twitter Username : http://www.twitter.com/ysar
Birthday : Month/Day: 09/04
Fanfiction.net User Name: http://www.fanfiction.net/~ysar
Graphics Portfolio: http://ysar.info/9886-2/
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Stories by ysar
 
Rated: MA starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

A bartender, a singer, a loner, and a storm. Everything changes beneath the thunder.


Categories: One Shots, Twilight, AU- All human Characters: Bella, Edward, Jacob
Genres : Drama , Romance
Pairings: Jacob/Bella
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Human, Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 10540
Published: January 03, 2012 Updated: January 03, 2012
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Rated: MA [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

"The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think.
We do this because we're afraid." 
The lie he told to protect her has had nine years to destroy her, and it's time to pick up the pieces.


Categories: Twilight, AU- All human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jacob, Jasper, Rosalie
Genres : Angst, Drabbles, Drama , Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Pairings: Edward/Bella
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Human
Warnings: Drug/Alcohol Abuse
Challenges: None Series: None
Chapters: 46 Completed: No Word count: 17195
Published: November 22, 2011 Updated: December 26, 2011
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Rated: MA starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

 

When Bella Swan's typical teenage life is forever changed, she's forced to rely on a brother she barely knows and the makeshift family that surrounds him.  AH, OOC, ExB

"Darlin’, I have some bad news,” Wes began, and what he said next ripped my world apart.

I knew he was talking, trying to explain what happened, trying to lessen the blow. His lips were moving, but the pain was so loud I couldn’t hear him. My father was dead. Dad, the only family I really had, was gone, and I was…what?

*banner by FrozenSoldier

 


Categories: Twilight, AU- All human Characters: Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Jacob, Jasper, Other Character, Rosalie, Sam
Genres : Drama , Romance
Pairings: Edward/Bella
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Human
Warnings: Character Death
Challenges: None Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 17188
Published: November 22, 2011 Updated: December 26, 2011
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Rated: MA [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

 

I wasn't like the women in those movies.  You know, the ones you catch on the Lifetime network when you're channel surfing over a pint of ice cream at two in the morning?  Everything was perfect.  My grades were good, my college was paid for, and the future of my dreams was set.  Until it wasn't.

Banner by FrozenSoldier

 


Categories: Twilight, AU- All human Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Ben, Carlisle, Edward, Embry, Emmett, Esme, Jacob, James, Jasper, Mike, Other Character, Quil, Rosalie, Tanya, Victoria
Genres : Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Pairings: Edward/Bella
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Human
Warnings: Violence
Challenges: None Series: None
Chapters: 20 Completed: No Word count: 33791
Published: November 22, 2011 Updated: December 12, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

 

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Post #43: Waiting. Victoria pieces together the circumstances behind James's disappearance and plans her revenge. One-shot.

 

~ He was my killer and my savior. And now he was nothing. ~

 

 

~ A part of me was gone. I could still see his soft red eyes and feel the gentle curtain of his blond hair brushing against my cheek. When I breathed deeply enough I could imagine his sweet scent filling my lungs. I had to find him. ~

 


Categories: One Shots, New Moon, AU Characters: Victoria
Genres : Drama
Pairings: None
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: Violence
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1503
Published: December 07, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

 

Companion story to Breathe Again Post #s 37 & 38: Questions.  Charlie receives a call from one meddling Mrs. Newton, and Jacob's reaction leaves his head spinning. One-shot.

 

~ Well…crap. Bella had told me that I didn’t need to worry about…that. And Miranda Newton was certainly not the best source for unembellished facts, but half-dressed and making out in a parking lot? I was in my car and headed to La Push within seconds. ~

 

 


Categories: One Shots, New Moon, AU Characters: Charlie
Genres : Drama
Pairings: None
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1455
Published: December 07, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

 

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Chapters 33 & 34: Mischief.

What kind of friend would Embry be if he just stood by and let Lauren come in between Jake and Bella? (One-shot)

~If you asked me, Jake was lucky Bella even bothered to come to him about it instead of just dumping him. And now he was too scared of stirring up trouble and upsetting Bella to do anything about it.~

~The pack was lucky, too, because dealing with Jake when he and Bella were on the outs was no picnic. But a call to Leah and a trip to Forks High would solve everything.~

 


Categories: One Shots, New Moon, AU Characters: Embry, Jacob
Genres : Drama
Pairings: None
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2545
Published: December 07, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

 

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Chapter 23: Comfort

Bella skips lunch, and misses out on some very interesting conversation.

~ "Whatever," said Jessica, rolling her eyes. "You know Bella. She just has to have any guy I like." ~

But Angela's there to see and hear it all.

 


Categories: One Shots, New Moon, AU Characters: Angela, Jessica, Lauren
Genres : Drama
Pairings: None
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1301
Published: December 07, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
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Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to Posts 39-54. Rachel's having a tough time adjusting, and she's been taking it out on Bella. One-shot.

~ So I was jealous. I could admit that. I just couldn’t admit it to her. ~

 


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: None
Genres : Drama
Pairings: None
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2189
Published: December 07, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
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Companion story for Breathe Again. Written as a side to Chapter Fifty-Three: Nuisance. Jessica is convinced that she and Embry are destined to be together. One-shot. 

~"Finally a guy that was worth it. And just in time for prom.." ~

 


Categories: One Shots, New Moon, AU Characters: Embry, Jessica
Genres : Drama
Pairings: None
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2096
Published: December 07, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
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Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to Post #61: Confessions. Charlie's reasoning behind relaxing the rules and a peek at his talk with Jacob.

So yeah, there was a boy in my daughter's bed, and I wasn't entirely sure he deserved to see another day.

One-shot.

 


Categories: One Shots, New Moon, AU Characters: Carmen, J. Jenks
Genres : Drama
Pairings: None
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3269
Published: December 07, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: M [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

You know those fics where Edward doesn't come back and Bella forgets about him and five seconds later she's in bed with Jacob and none of it makes any damn sense?
Yeah, this isn't one of them.

A BELLIE AWARDS NOMINEE!

This story picks up from the moment in New Moon when Jacob has driven Bella home after the cliff diving incident, right before he catches the scent of Alice. Only in this telling, Alice wasn't looking, so there's no sudden appearance at Bella's house, no Rosalie calling Edward and sending him on a suicidal mission to Volterra, and no reason for Bella to do anything but believe that Edward didn't love her anymore. This is simply a story of what might have happened if everyone stayed mostly in character and Edward's return was delayed. Yes, delayed. Because we all know that he was "this close" to coming back on his own anyhow.
So what would have happened if Bella had tried to move on with her life?  Would she have found happiness with Jacob?  And would Edward be too late?

* First in a series of stories that tell of Bella and Jacob during Edward's absence, Bella's start at college, and the Cullens' eventual return.


~I thought of Jacob’s warm arms wrapped around me, his infectious laughter, and his ability to keep me from falling to pieces again… The pain choking my heart relaxed and I could breathe.~

 

~“More than anything,” I whispered, not caring what I'd just agreed to. When it came to Bella, it didn't matter what the question was. I just wanted.~

Winner of:

Best Author, Most Romantic, Favorite Jacob, Most Suspenseful, & Best WIP in the Wolfpack Awards | Best Non-Canon Pairing (Incomplete) and Best WIP in the Moonlight Awards | Best During the Series in the Razzle Dazzle Awards | The Storyteller Award in the Shimmer Awards | Best JacobxBella in the Silent Tear Awards | Best Jacob Point of View in the Twilight Twins Awards


Categories: New Moon, AU Characters: Alice, Angela, Bella, Billy, Charlie, Claire, Embry, Emily, Emmett, Jacob, Jared, Jessica, Lauren, Leah, Mike, Paul, Quil, Sam, Seth, Sue
Genres : Drama , Romance
Pairings: Jacob/Bella
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 76 Completed: No Word count: 162814
Published: November 27, 2011 Updated: December 07, 2011
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Rated: T [Reviews - 0]
Summary:

Companion story to Breathe Again, written as a side to upcoming Chapters 9 & 10: Revelation. Sam and Emily try to figure out what's going on with Jacob and what's causing Bella's volatile reactions.

 

~"Her name's Bella," he replied defensively. "Jake's got some kind of bizarre relationship with her."~

 

 

One-shot.


Categories: New Moon, AU, One Shots Characters: Emily, Sam
Genres : Drama
Pairings: Sam/Emily
Slash Pairings : None
Team: Team Wolf
Warnings: None
Challenges: None Series: A Blazing Sun
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1213
Published: November 27, 2011 Updated: November 27, 2011
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